Empty

i can't seem to get through it,
everyday seems so hard and worthless.
the days drag on and make me sick,
can't wait for the doors to close on me.
hate everything about myself,
i'm not worth the pain or the hurt.
all these mixed up feelings inside,
my heart is empty and so is my mind.
take me somewhere i can feel again,
make my soul full again.
somewhere i can breathe and live,
because i'm dead in my heart.
people i love just fade away,
realising i'm not worth the effort.
i'm so confused, i can't go on,
i feel so completely numb..
i'll take a blade to my wrist to show you.
i connect my throught to a razor for you,
just so you can see that emptiness runs through me.